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Saturday, December 17, 2011

Luji & the tree!

So 2 nights ago we were watching 'Taree zameen par'. Hindi movie, by Amir khan.
It's amazing movie that talks about special need kids, and those whose parents don't understand them and kids related issue.
So there was this part, where Amir Khan was telling the kid's dad, that there is this island, whenever people want to cut the the trees off, they don't use any tool. They instead, say bad words and swear at the trees, next day the tree dies by itself. This shows how words have big effect, if a tree dies, then it effects more on human beings!
Luji - My 8 years old lovely baby sis- asked me what did he mean, so in simple words I explained.
Today, Luji is hyper ever since she's back of school.. First she was playing alone with herself, she was the teacher and there were her imaginary students, and how cute she is .. Teaching them I couldn't help but laugh =P
Few minutes later I saw her sitting next to our money plants, here in the house and when I focused she was saying 'You're a nice tree, grow up fast' 
I laughed again .. Isn't she just the cutest thing?
She spoke to all the trees and told them they're nice, and some cute words..
I remembered about the movie and what I explained.
OMG aren't kids just so cute and innocent?! I love her, and what she did shows how much she cares for things around her.
May god bless her <3<3<3

And she's still hyper and is doing funny stuff =P omg hahahha I can't stop laughin

Friday, December 16, 2011

Cockroach.. Another blond moment.

So i was on the way to get something from the last room in the house. I always say 'out' because this room used to be our from yard but we build walls and some glass, and it's something different =P 
Dad and my bro were sitting in the living room, and dad asked me to get him water on the way back, there is a cooler outside so I took what I wanted, and filled the glass with water, and went in to hand it to dad.
It seems like Dad and my bro were talking about the cockroach, I handed him the glass and he wanted to give me something to throw in the dust bin on my way back, he said 'the wonders of cockroach' I immediately took back my hand and the thing fell on floor, while I made scared disgusted sound xD !!
My dad and bro were looking at me like WTF 0.o
Dad : Filly? 0.o
Me : What? I thought you're giving me a dead cockroach to throw.. sorry sudden strong reaction.

Dammit, turned out it was muffin's paper...
LOL.. 
Where would a cockroach come from in this time 0.o and it's not like we have any in our house.. What was I thinking..
Trololo

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Volkswagen!

Okay so one more blond moment.
Today I was catching up with a friend ... So I asked 'What do you do?'
My friend said "Assistant Manager for Volkswagen France"
I tried to recall what's Volkswagen but my brain failed to help me, so I just said 'assistant manager is good, I'll google Volkswagen later."
FML.... I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S VOLKSWAGEN!
and well, my bestie who always explains when I get stuck in such situations was sleeping ... WHO SHUD I ASK?!
so... My good friend made me feel like an idiot ofx saying 'you don't know Volkswagen?'
the first thing that came to my mind is WWE! I said in myself OFX it's one of the wrestlers I keep on hearing such names and yes what else would Volkswagen mean?!
And I couldn't hold my tongue, said ' Yeah I guess it's something related to WWE'  x_x !
Well.. Thank god this was not face to face otherwise the rainbow on my face would show, dammit.
O I learned that Volkswagen is car company something  that sells golf and Audi w u know such stuff... =P

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Shirt

I love graffiti..
And as everyone around knows I draw on shirts.
A person orders and then I do it, sell it.
I make monaayhh =P
I have facebook page as well.
Here's the latest.

Watcha think?

Basal problem sovled !

So mom called the nurse last night, and told her what happened. The nurse suggested I'd go to the hosp and discussed it with the doctor there.
Doctor is available on Tuesdays only, and today is Wednesday.. But somehow he came to the clinic, for me.
And when I told him, he said ' ah, that's good u knew how to react at least'
And it's the same dose like I set it..
I'm a genius.. 8 years is not a short time =P

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Basal trouble.

Reminder : I have diabetes and this one is about it. and for more information you may check earlier posts to know about the machine I'm using [ pump ]
So basically what I didn't mention in that other post, is that there are two main things in the machine :
1- bolus
2- basal.

Basal insulin is the "background" insulin needed throughout the day to maintain your target glucose values when you are not eating. Your basal insulin accounts for about half of your daily insulin requirements. Your insulin pump mimics your pancreas by delivering insulin continuously over 24 hours.
While bolus is the insulin I get after calculating blood glucose and the amount of carbohydrates I eat.

Basal is always fixed, don't have to change it.
Tragedy happened last night when I changed the battery of my machine, and I put it on the wrong way.. the machine wasn't working for like 10 minutes? and then I realized that I have put it the wrong way, I fixed it.. It worked but to my surprise all the information disappeared. And what's worse is that I don't remember what was the basal setting.. 
I felt like the world is spinning, I literally live depending on this machine.. I tried to calm down -nothing around me helped me calming down tho- and I did what I remember.. 0.800 units and then after 12 hour 1.00 unit.. 
Told my mom today -thank god everything is normal so far-
Bless my mom, she got me the nurse's number.. But I really feel so embarrassed.. I'll be like 'oh hey, I have this pump since 3\4 years now but I don't know what my basal is..' lol..
darn

Monday, November 21, 2011

Officer Caitlyn

I Just can't get bored from Caitlyn. Most of my friends tell me I should change and try other champions, I do but I love playing Cait Always!!
Used to use this skin a lot
But now my bestie bought me this new skin, and I'm so loving it 

Feeling like a pro.. Looking forward to buying other skins ... woot!
Oh and I like playin Graves as well.. =P

Monday, November 14, 2011

Shoutbox

Well, I put it on my blog and was so happy about it and felt like getting the feedback about my blog generally, but I had to remove it because some people posted stuff that are a bit inappropriate. I know who they are and gave them hint that I know it.. they are my friends.
What they don't get is.. that this is a public blog anyone can view or read. Like, my family members too?!
Would you like it if someone spoke this way publicly to your family member? think about the reaction lol..
I've created this blog so I can share my thoughts, and get feedback, there are always places and time for joking but not like that publicly.
Meh...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Customer Service!?

So everytime I go to the supermarket, shops or anywhere here which they should have a good customer service, I see employees always frowning [ If thet were Omani!] and it always made me wonder how can a customer come to this place when the employee is like that, I'd rather go to somewhere, where I'm welcomed with a smile, you know!
But then it all changed, and I slowly understood why do they frown.
Well in the last three days of Ramadhan, where all the beauty parlors get all so crowded, women want to get ready for Eid, Mom's cousin offered me a job for 3 nights only, I'd welcome the customers see what they want and give them a number so that there would be some kind of order, discipline .. I welcomed every customer with smile and was sweet with them, some of them had very bad respond lol they either ignored or just yelled. What pissed me off the most is when I was sitting there calling numbers and this lady started talking in language I don't understand and shouted I rudely said 'yes ma'am what's your problem' raised my voice as well that's when she felt that hey this is not any girl who would remain silent and yes I fought with her and shut her up but it frustrated me, and then I wore a frown for a while, but went back to smiling to others again. What's their fault when an ignorant woman reacted this way with me, right?!
That was too much for me, I'm a very sensitive person and such incidents wouldn't leave my mind alone I'd think of em again and again and yes I'm a person who loses temper very fast.
I wouldn't blame other employees for wearing frowns and NO .. customer is not ALWAYS right.. 
Someone has to put the red line for such people, but hey who's gona listen to me?!
I'm better off away from this field...

Friday, November 11, 2011

Mellinium Hotel

Millennium Resort Mussanah
Wudam Al Sahil
Muscat,  Oman

One hour away from the capital, where I live.
Thanks to the awesome weather, the place was so fantastic!
Another Family trip that was on the  9th of nov 2011. We left the capital and went to this awesome resort. The whole family again!
Reached at 2 something, and well we had too little options for lunch so we decided we'll have KFC! sent 2 cousins of mine to get us the food ... it took them hour and more to come back mean while my cousins and I went for a crazy walk around the place and took lots of picz! The beach was madly filled with Jellyfish and Starfish and it was scary.. kids were playing there and well caught some.. Eww xD they disgust me!
Food arrived finally at 5.30 AGAIN! So we just sat there at the beach randomly and ate =P God we were really very hungry. With songs and talks ... that was so much fun!
After that we had 2 hours break, and then they called us all down where we sat in front of the restaurant and waited.. Till my cousin brought a cake and we surprised my other cousin, it was her birthday! Then we went for dinner. Let me say honestly, I didn't really like their food, or sweets [Shangri la's food is yummy!]
and then we had this walk and watched the fish fly [ or like how this cute kid said haha they were jumping] and it was a nice view!
Went back to the room and talked a bit then everyone went off to sleep.
I don't know why but I couldn't sleep at that night for some reason, I can say that I closed my eyes at like 6 AM ? What I remember mom waking me up saying that I scared her coz she called million times and rang the bell and no one answered.. agh !
we went for Breakfast and I had black tea only, wasn't really hungry. Went to the beach after that and none of my cousins came so I felt a bit upset and went back to the room. Mom called me and said they were going on banana boat ride so I went down again and no one was there.. Went back to the room feeling really very pissed off. Later on My cousin ping'd me a lot on my BB and said we're going, I said no thanks but then she insisted so i said ok..
Went down and wore the safety jackets, and we were on this boat.. In the beginning it was slow and nice but then the fun begun when the captain went fast.. With every wave - I was standing - I jumped.. it was fuuun and we were shouting the whole time.. There were some big waves which made me jump n fall, but I enjoyed =P - So bad dad couldn't join.. he had to go to work  =\ -
After the awesome boat ride my uncle, two cousins and I decided we'll go for the banana boat ride - again I felt bad coz dad wasn't here, he'd be so excited and would've joined! - and we went.. boom we fell for the first time, it was hard for me to get back on the boat, first coz I'm short second my clothes got heavy xD so my cousin held my hand n helped me go on again.. 2nd time okay.. 3rd time my cousin kind'f came back and he bumped into me while the boat went upside down.. I couldn't really feel my hands, I almost cried it hurt so bad .. so I decided I'll take a break, the rest completed.. But then when it was the time to go back I said I wana ride for the last time since it's the ending and we balanced well, but when we were there we made the boat flip and we fell =P I was too scared I'd step on Jellyfish or a Starfish but thank god I didn't.
 Had hot shower and then we went off, it was check out time
Well my aunt went alone the rest of us decided we'll go have lunch together.. And we decided to go to Seeb's McDonalds, which 'I'm CID' incident happened, check for the other posts =P guess what we had lunch at 5 as well hahah
All i know later is, I came home and slept at 7 PM.. and woke up today,...
felt good
love my Family, God bless Em <3

Jabal Shams

Which means in English 'Sun mountain' . 
It's a place here in Sultanate of Oman, that I only visited couple days ago [8th of Nov 2011]
Monday night the whole fam made a fuss, whether to go or not, since the news on TV said that the weather will be rainy and lots of other stuff which only meant DON'T GO OUT!
But well my dad<3 said there is no need for all this rubbish, we'll see in the morn how the weather is and even if the fam didn't wana join we'll just go and enjoy! 
He managed to convince em all, so we met at 1 in our usual meeting up point, and the journey begun !
I slept for the first hour and then enjoyed the songs, the weather was breathtaking .. cloudy and lovely!
we reached the resort at approximately 5.30? 
There were slides and swings, very tiny ones for kids but I felt really crazy so I swung and slided with them .. we took photos too.. I was hyper as usual =P 
@ 6 maybe,  we had lunch HAHA -the usual lunch time whenever there is a family gathering trip! - It was dark already.. and I was really very hungry so I ate a lot -uh well nothing new I'm in love with food anyways!-

After that my brothers, cousin and dad went to play vollyball, and the kids joined us from time to time, it was so much fun.. we played Volleyball with a football actually LOL so yeah I broke a nail =[
2 hours of volleyball, dad and cousin left. my bro and the kids stayed, and I forgot to mention that some Indian kids that were in the same resort joined.
Other 2 hours of Volleyball .. Then my little bro called us for the BBQ. 
it's always about food, in our Fam haha! =P
It was really very cold, the mountain is so high and it was night time we were freezing! there was a bonfire too.
After eating, we all sat around the bonfire making a circle. And everyone was so quiet, I guess we were feeling cold enough to talk or move haha!
Then came the epic time, we played 'Antakshri' It's indain name for a game that's all about Singin n Songs!
So you sing a song, and the other team should sing a song with the letter that first team's song finished with. And we always play hindi songs, since the whole fam are playing.. and well the only common songs that all listen in HINDI!
Dad, Aunt and Granpa were in one team which only meant us -the other team- will lose coz they know more songs than us.. And what was funny is only coz they know more songs aunt and dad kept on singin same songs and we felt dumb coz we don't remember or know, and Granpa made up his own songs HAHA that was hilarious!
Last game we played was 'Chinese whisper'. In this game, a person whispers a word to the person next to him, and so on until the last person and then the last person should say it loud. You can't imagine how funny it gets, like from the word 'banana'  the last person would hear 'sand' REALLY try it. And you're not allowed to repeat the word to the person next to you, they only should transfer what they heard.
We laughed a lot, and it was really freezing and we were tired. So like when it was 12 or 1 AM we all went to our tents and slept.
In the morn, there were sheep and goats everywhere and it was funny how kids chased them =P
One awesome trip I'll never forget <3
May god bless our Family 
x

I'm CID!

Yesterday only, after coming back from long trip from Mellinium Hotel we stopped at Mcdeez, the one in 'Seeb' for lunch.. And guess what our lunch -as usual in family trips- was at 5 LOL. 
We all were so tired.. and sitting waiting for the food to arrive, I wonder why do they call it Fast food when the food comes after 15 minutes! So anyways we were waiting when suddenly a dark skinned man entered and he was drunk, looking so scary was saying 'Eid mubarak' and he was begging for money.. I got so scared actually xD he  went to my granpa who was checking if the kids started eating yet.
He said : ' Salam Alaikom, Eid Mubarak.. give me some money'
My granpa told him ' get out respect the fact that there are women sitting here, and Families!'
He said  : 'I'm Omani'
Granpa : 'I'm Omani too now get out!'
and he led him to the door, and came back..
The drunk man started saying words we didn't understand .. Then he took out a card and said : 'I work in CID!'
We all cracked up laughing.. dude! if you work in CID why would u come and beg for money.. SERIOUSLY?
ah drunk men!
and well, no one should ever give money to such people because they waste it on alcohol anyways.. Meh!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Make up?!

It always annoys my mom how I'm not so very interested in make up.. like other girls!
Mom is a beautician, to start of..
Unlike my 8 year old sis who's obsessed with make up, I love EYELINER and LIPSTICKS only!
And when I say eyeliner, I mean the thick style one...
Few minutes ago, I ran to mom, and said ' MOM!! there is this make up style that i really love, and want u to put it for me next time we attend any wedding!' 
She got excited, I was talking about make up for the first time..
so I took my laptop to show her the style, I showed her this..
Trololo, I know..
What I meant is, I like the way she put her eye liner, I've always liked Avril's eye liner style, a bit of Emo and Punk u know.. always thick!
She was like, 'oh this! it's not a make up, it's more of monster style -.- '
argh ... What should I do, I love it ok!!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Playa Theory...

So my bestie and I were talking.. 
About players!
The get to know this, jump to that... love both.. and the third too! You know how it goes..
Bestie : ' I was thinking, and I came up that most of players are actually GAY!'
Me : ' huh?! what do you mean?? '
Bestie : ' see, a guy turns into a player when he figures out that he's gay actually, so to convince himself otherwise, he goes around with lots of girls, this and that.. u know!' 
Me : ' it actually does make sense... '
And as I was thinking about it,my bestie knows some players, and looking into their records, there were some stuff that showed gay facts about them... 0.o like with proves u know !
in '90210' there is this guy, Teddy.. He's known as player until later on he can't help it, and he jus deals with it, the fact that he's gay actually and was fooling himself.
I can't mention names - too bad- But I'm sure more than anyone about those, who r claiming to be players when they're not... and the gay hidden facts about them..
May god help them lol I think they should try to solve it in some way instead of turning into players!
Well, it's something my bestie and I came with... there may be other more reasons..
copyrights =P
x

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

LeageOfLegends [ LoL ]

' You weren't like that, what changed you? You became so obsessed with these computer games!'
Call me a gamer, I play one game only.. okay maybe two, if u count sims =P
Few years back ask me to play Wow [World of warcraft] LoL [ League of legends] or DOTA I'd get mad, and say what's the bullcrap u want me to play..
Well I changed, but still dislike WoW n DOTA, it's just that I'm addicted to LoL so much...
There are champs, and minions... In normal life I can see people or stuff or anything and relate it to the game 0.o Yes I've gone insane I think?!
I even dream sometimes that we're in the game but in real life, know what I mean? like there are minions, lines and HP!
I tried playing with different champs but end up being a noob, it's Caitlyn who I can play with and be a pro =P I kept on playing Cait until I reached my 30th level, last level in the game ...
I don't think I can go one day without playing AT LEAST one game [figure of speech ofx]
My parents are annoyed, coz I play all the time...
what should I do everything else is just so boring -.-

the skin I always use ^


  • Piltover Peacemaker - Caitlyn revs up her rifle for 1 second to unleash a penetrating shot which deals physical damage (deals less damage to subsequent targets).
  •  Yordle Snap Trap - Caitlyn sets a trap to reveal sneaky yordles. When sprung, the trap immobilizes the champion and deals magic damage over 1.5 seconds.
  • 90 Caliber Net - Caitlyn fires a heavy net to slow her target, the recoil knocks Caitlyn back.
  • Ace in the Hole (Ultimate) - Caitlyn takes time to line up the perfect shot, dealing massive damage to a single target at a huge range. Enemy champions can intercept the bullet for their ally.
  • Headshot (Passive) - Every 8 attacks (attacks while in brush count as 2), Caitlyn will fire a headshot, dealing either 150% damage to a champion or 250% damage to a minion.

Sims !


Talking about the one you get to play on Facebook!

While ago when I had skola, and didn't want to sleep early, mom closed the ADSL coz she knew we'd use it, I had sony Ericsson W890i .. and it had sims, I played it for the sake of getting rid of boredom.. Useless I always said.

But ever since I started playing it on Facebook, I got addicted to it.

I love the fact you get to build your house the way u want it, I've always loved building houses and decorating it.

Dislike the fact that you have to ask friends for help, and wait til someone sends u what you asked for... But I know I'm damn addicted..

here's my humble house =P still working on it, I'm expending the land, it's the new offer =P I was hoping we could build 2nd floor but well..

I want to play the real sims, not the one on facebook..

Saw lots of videos on youtube, amazing houses and ideas.. Loved it!



ANGEL

As a kid, I remember watching few episodes, and it scared me sometimes... You know lots of demons!
Yes I'm talking about the TV show, ANGEL!
The Vampire who used to appear in buffy the Vampire slayer, well then he took another path and there was a show for himself.
Angel, a vampire like no other... Was turned into a vampire by that lady I dislike, when he was in Ireland dunno in which year =P and then he was cursed by gypsies ... they gave him soul!
and year later he moved to los Angles, his name was Angelus, but then he changed it into ANGEL.
He helps the people with the supernatural cases, kills the bad ones.
All that, because he feels guilty for whatever he did in the past.
Well, coz I had skola and the timing they showed it weren't appropriate for me I couoldn't catch up fully.
And now that I have nothing to do -except for waiting, till I go NEDERLANDS- I downloaded the first season and I'm watching it again...
in the first few episodes, there was Doyle, half human half demon who saw the visions and told angel who needs help and where.. he was a sweetheart, but well he died..
There is cordilia, she's talkative and blond with dark brown hair =P she's funny, doyle kissed her and gave her the gift of seeing visions.. and now Wesley joined em... he's a bit dumb but a pro when serious ...
Love it!
I love the music too, especially.... <3
I LOVE ANGEL<3 agh.. tall, mysterious, calm, handsome, muscular... rawwrrr

Scholarship!

Okay, yea so I didn't post for so long.. I know... You can say I was so lazy, and enjoying the fact that I no longer have Skola!

I finished skola...
Yes ... I'm free now, everyone says Uni phase is the best but well from what I get from others who just started that Uni sux!
I've always wanted to go to USA... But well stuff changed, and I started thinking differently.
Since it's my blog, and I'm free to write what I want, I will ... 
Dad says it's not easy for a muslim girl to go to such country, since everything is complicated there after 9-11.. lol somehow, the immunity inside me grew and I don't want to go USA.. there might be other reasons ... 
A friend of mine, went to USA.. actually 2 friends and they're so happy, they don't find difficulties or anything - I envy them-.
Oh yea, the one thing that made people tell my parents not to let me study abroad is coz I have diabetes, SERIOUSLY PEOPLE? so what .. sigh


I got 90% -Hamdella-
I didn't study really very hard, something's wrong with me =S but I'm satisfied with my result.
And I got scholarship to NETHERLANDS!
yeey!
My friends went to UK and USA ... and I'm still here in Oman.. agh!
Not knowing if I'll travel on November, or February!
since the lady said, Netherlands don't give foundation year, or something like that..
To apply to uni it takes long time, she says if I applied in june, or end of may I would've gone in September and start with others, but because Oman's system is different and we get results by July, it's too late to get accepted!
and I got accepted, in Saxion.. I fought to go there =P 
I don't think I can wait til Feb, so I hope and pray I leave in Nov!!!

Saxion<3
NeDerLands<3

Friday, February 11, 2011

another Art task !




jus so in love with my job (a)
15x20 .. with brush .. yay that's well a great job xD

Friday, February 4, 2011

My Favorite Pasta

So I'm in love with PASTA....
It all started when i was in the UAE, had a visit to 'mrs. Vanelliz' and my life changed ever since.. I became a PASTA-HOLIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* The ingredients are  :-
- Sausage
- Brocolli
- Capsicum
- Pasta
- tomato sauce
- white sauce
- very little oil
- little water
- garlic -if u want-

* How to make tomato sauce [ if you don't have the ready one!] :-

- grind the tomato in the machine.. 
- then put it on a pan ... add little garlic and little vinegar... 
READY =D

* How to make white sauce [ if you don't have it ready]
okay so I'm not sure, my bestie told me how to do it 


- Put some flour on the pan, on fire
- add oil to it until it gets thick
- add hot milk to it .. stir it
READY =D

* PASTA :
- add very little oil on the pan, let it get hot
- Add the sausage, broccoli and the capsicum
- add garlic
Let it heat for like 3 minutes..
- Add water to it [ beware the oil might burn you xD ]
- add your pasta on it
- add the tomato sauce and the white sauce

I love it spicy so I tend to Add red pepper on my pasta, let it heat a little more .. and tadaa


Saturday, January 22, 2011

What I became..

look for the child inside me,
she hides in the dark corner...
Just wanted to set myself free
instead, i grew much colder...
as im growing older...
I tried to break myself out of this...
but some memories would just haunt me down
in the sad rhythem now i find my bliss
in my smile there is a hidden frown..
my tears wouldn't race down my cheeks anymore..
By silence my words are protected
my pain i would hide within my core
as it wasn't really respected
I curve to hide my fears
feeding my soul another lie
I made it through all these years..
it's not yet my time to die..
I'll fight it all, i don't mind
but where do i go, I've lost the sight
designed picture i drew are now undefined
cary on, i tell myself... it's just all right

Smothered tears



Under my blanket I drown..
Breathing in the darkness
I'm entering the dreams town
Walking bare feet
It's a new place, I've never been before...
Ache with every heart beat...
nervous pulses rushing under my skin
Can't stop from moving forward
I hear the echo of my unsaid words...
I feel my soul shaking
The butterflies within will kill me
as the wounds inside are waking
From the very long nap
They're not healed, just bottled in...
with no distraction for the gap
that I cover with the lies....
I forgot what's it like
to be the matured one, to be wise
I can't seem to find the words to say...
So i just hold my breath and start hoping
The pain would leave me
If only I can easily speak my mind
reform the lost bond..
Might help you from being blind
I'll stop the rain to clear...
what's been hiding behind the cloud...
Maybe it can break off the fear
touching my soul to set it free
find the long lost path
rise myself back holding my own key
to the healing potion.....

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

My Art Project !

Well, you see I chose Art ... and God had ebtalanii with those teachers.. agh may god show them the right path lol...
I won't talk about the teachers, because if i did that would be wrong, u know =D Just come and take a look on my project, and tell me what do you think of it.. and if I really deserve the mark my teacher said she'll give... Me n my friend! [ because it's supposed to be team work.. lol ]

 hhh *sigh* she said she'll give us 22\30 .. is it fair? =S does this deserve a 22\30 ...  really?!

and then, I decided I'll draw something else, she might change her mind... So i drew this one

And this was the 2nd one I did.. when i went with my friend to give it to her today, she just gave us a blank look n said 'write ur names n go' ..
really?!!!
do my drawings really deserve a blank stare =S



How my PUMP works..

So yeah, i have diabetes since 7 years now... I got it when i was 10 years old.
I still remember how dark the world was to me when I knew that i had diabetes.. because i was a chocolate addict, big time!!
And no, it did not happen to me because i had too much chocolate.. there are many reasons.. mine was : TENSION N FEAR.
How did it happen?
I was in G4, went to a camp trip. I was the youngest in that group.. well there was another younger than me, girl but she was with her friends while i was with people who were older than me n i didn't really know them well ( no offense, but they were bloosh)
And no kidding, the place was scary... we were in saham.. the toilet was far away .. and at night those bloosh would talk about jin stories ='[ .. i was a kid !
so that fear, plus my nostalgia to my parents made me cry xD hh
I used to take injections... twice a day but my Glucose level wasn't stabled .. it always got high tho i took a lot of care and I did not really eat much.. i was skinny .. so damn skinny
then the dose got bigger, I had to take 3 times a day... yet the glucose level was not stabled.. it annoyed me so much ...
after many years of struggling.. and the unstabled Glucose level, some family friends advised me to use the pump.. which my parents told me about but i wasn't convinced of.. but because those family friends, had daughter who's younger than me 2 years, n she has diabetes too... she uses the pump and everything is simple n easy.. she can eat anything... they explained to me with details .. so I got convinced [ that was in my trip to Iraq]
Once i was back to Oman i decided I'd put on that pump
we called the specialist and he came.. explained to me more about it. The doctor <3 explained to me [ he's the sweetest, best doctor ever!] and i had to sit with the nutrition so that she explains to me what I'm supposed to do ...

this is a picture of the pump im using



so as you can see, there is this pipe that's connected to the body from one side, while the other side is connected with the Insulin that's in the machine shown ^
The pipe can be connected to few parts in the body, like tummy, thigh n hands..
There is a needle with the pipe, first to attach it to the body, im supposed to inject myself, and then remove the needle, whereas the pipe would be connected still, don't make that expression BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HURT... honestly =p
Now it works this way, I'm supposed to check my glucose level, enter it in the machine, and then count the amount of carbohydrates I'm gona eat.. insert it in the machine.. It would decide how much insulin i need at that current moment... n it will give me what I need.

The times I take the machine out, when showering, swimming and anything involves water... Also when exercising and playing sports.

Now, because of this device<3 i can eat and drink everything i want.. i Just have to bother calculating .. Life's just beautiful <3

xo

Sunday, January 16, 2011

OMG OMG !!!

Okay so it was one boring Wednesday... Winter days.. 
which only means the weather is awesome! It was G10 .. 
So i was sitting in my room, on my bed.. Using the laptop.. And well there was no one home but My Brother 'Stiffmeister', The maid And I ...
it was 5'ish... and i received a message from 'Majnoona' [ a dear very damn close friend!] and she wrote 'omg, L**** shoofii el world!! '   [[ L**** is my name ofx :p n trans : look at the world ]]
So without questioning.. I just jumped out of my bed.. started running like a maniac around the house saying " OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG " .. went to living room running to go outside the house.. and well 'Q' was sitting there and man he jumped, got scared when he saw me running n shouting 'OMG' =P
he came after me .. to see whats going on... 
As i reached out i looked up to the sky n was like
Me :  OMG OMG =O 
Q *shouting*:  'what's happening why r u looking up n shouting OMG??
Me : OMG OMG
Q *looking up to the sky* : WHAT?! SPEAK UP, WHAT HAPPENED?
Me *looking puzzeled* :  I don't know =S
Q : huh?
Me : Majnoona just sent me a message saying shoofii el world! So i came running to look at the world =S
Q : IDIOT!!! ask her what is it -_- you scared me =S

I walked in, texted her " what's with the world.. what happened??"
she replied " its treating me in weird way i saw someone who looks like ***** "
....
=$ 
yes so... all the running and the OMGs was for nothing.. just a reaction i thought i should make =$ haha

Q is my bro.. he doesn't want me to mention his name maybe? I didn't ask for permission =P we're kind'f ... the type who don't like sharing much I guess xD

Friday, January 14, 2011

Oops,, My iPhone fell in the water!!!!


June 13, 2010 ... Will never forget this day.. ever [ ok tho my bestie jus reminded me of the date, because well i Tend to forget a lot... but not the incident =P got it?]

it was one summer lazy day... I was sleeping... and I won't share the details, but oops... my iPhone accidentally fell in water...
How.. Where... When... Who... I WONT SHARE! =$

I just remember that my half closed eyes were open wide once it fell in the water... & without wasting a second i grabbed my iPhone holding it close.. like it's a scared baby or something while the sound of my drowning phone kept on echoing in my ears!!

True, i cried.... in fear and horror lol..

I bought my iPhone 3Gs .. on my 17th birthday, may 8th 2010 .. And just after one month it falls in the water.. hh *sighs*
i called some of my friends, who have iPhone since long time [ because I'm a new user!] and One of my friend said ' put it in the rice ' i laughed n thought it was a sarcastic joke.

I googled and to my surprise, it had something to do about rice!
To anyone out there who dropped any of the iPhones or iPods in the water, this really works!
and you're not the only one who dropped your phone in water, believe me what I've read was just so shocking haha.. 
So if your phone fell in water, this is what u have to do :

-  Shake it off, it helps gettin rid of the droplets of water in :p

-  use the blow dryer to dry the water inside the phone, put the blow dryer so that it goes thru the wholes of the place where u enter the charger, and the earphones!

-  finally keep it in a plastic bag full of uncooked rice, make sure there is no air in the plastic bag. Make sure u keep the iPhone in there for 3-4 days... because the rice absorbs all the water, n it gives heat to the phone.
and then the magic happens.. your phone starts to work again.
But i faced another problem, which was that my Home button didn't work so I had to give it to the shop so they fix it, I lived misreble days without my iPhone xD but thankgod it's back now...


and remember fellaz,, what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger.. oh yeah my iPhone is strong now :p bwahahha